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    September 14

    finally....

           It all ends with just few drops of tears and a breaking hole in the middle of the heart... nothing can cure the pain and the lost but time... it just have to wait days by days to pass.. watching the clock ticking every second... this were all just to cure my pain but not the heart...
    i dunno why that i find it hard to forget her.. finally this all ended with just not only truth but also what i had seen... now before i realise  this what had happened in the past  were only my dreams and my thoughts... quite silly.. am i...
     
     
            Everyday i tried hard to forget her in order to heal my wounds and the pain inside my heart.... until now.. her image still keep flashing inside my brain ... when i sleep i dream about her..when i saw a couple i remember her... when i walk along in the dark i think about her.. STOP.... can it STOP.. please.. why am i still thinking about her who hurts me so deeply...why can't i just forget her and erase it from my mind...?I think is all just fate...
     
            now what i only hope that she wont hateme.. she start to hate me when she found out i was in love with her .... she keeps ignoring me and is like i am a stranger to her.. i know is good that i can totally foget abouy her.. but i cant..the only thing i wish for is that we will still be good friend after so my things had happened... that is what i only wish for...